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Current Mood: eks oh eks oh
Location: Hell Hole
Zup all. The month of Valentines, I mean Desperation (formerly referred to as Singles Awareness Day or simply SAD) has come to an end. Well there's still a bit of Valentines Desperation Day residue left in my system. Hopefully come White Day, everything will be back to normal. As usual, a lot has happened to yours truly during D-month. A lot of work-related stuff, a lot of women-related stuff, a lot of weird encouter-related stuff.
I'm currently too lazy to remember and type everything so I'll simply list down what I remember in bullet form:
• Ja ne Annie
Annie was a good friend, and no she isn't dead. After all those times we've been together, I felt like we've reached a fork in the road and are now taking different paths. Mada atode, kisama... hehehehe....
• Work overload
I used to like the word overtime. Everytime I was asked to work overtime, I was glad because it meant more money, and more money equals more power. It's also a step closer towards my goal of total world domination. But lately, work is starting to take it's toll on me. I'm having less time for sleep, badminton, anime and sleep. I can feel my poor body getting frailer @.@
• PVP: Level 25 merchant vs. Level 15 Thief
One rainy night as I was on my way home after playing badminton, I almost got robbed while riding a pedicab. The thief was about 15 years old, and obviously a fucking noob. Too lazy to write all the details but here's a summary:
-he boarded the pedicab
-he took out an icepick and pointed it at me
-I twisted his wrist, making him drop the weapon
-I got the weapon
-He ran off
-I went down from the pedicab and saw his accomplice running towards me
-I saw his accomplice seeing his accomplice running away, and immediately ran towards the opposite direction
here's a pRO version of the story
-Thief vs Merchant
-Thief uses Steal, Failed!
-Thief uses Steal coin, Failed!
-Merchant uses strip weapon, Success! (wtf)
-Thief had his weapon stripped
-Thief did backslide
-lagging Acolyte who was party with the thief was unable to support, uses bwing instead
-Merchant gained 50 exp and Icepick
• Inspiring People
Remember the Seto Kaiba Cosplay during Hataw Hanep Hero: Amped Edition? Would you believe I inspired someone to win 2nd place during the tournament? He said my presence gave him luck and drove him to win 2nd place. Don't believe it? Here a screencap of a message:
tzu du ku...
Current Mood: Pissed
Location: Hell Hole
So much for Christmas and New Year recaps, since I'm pissed and don't give a rat's ass ATM, my first post of the year will be filled with so much of my personal information that you'd probably end up fearing me after reading it's entirety...
First things first, let me re-introduce myself... name's Patrick, also known to others as:
pat, patz, kyuzo, kyuz, trek, trik, K!ckass, Inagaw, Leoric, FuckBoy
with given pet names:
labs, dear, romeo, patricio, thots, fafa, dadeh, (and the list goes on)
I often picture myself as the villain holding the world within his palm, toying with it, making it spin towards any direction he desires. Therefore, I can attest that I'm a manipulative person. I have this habit of bending people, forcing them to obey my will, of course without their knowing, and succeeding 9 out of 10 times. I start by putting on a mask and getting inside their inner circle thru lying, gradually earning their trust until I feel that I've gone far enough. I normally wear my jester's mask for it is the most efficient way of breaking down walls and personal space. Once I'm in, everything else shall follow. Most of the time I can predict people's thinking patterns, how someone would react to a certain situation. Having that perception gives me the advantage of seeing an outcome that is yet to happen, and change it according to my whims.
When I desire something, 9 out of 10 times I get it, one way or another. How? Well simply by taking actions that'll force other people to do my bid without them knowing. Just like playing chess, I move a few pieces to limit my opponent's move, gradually making his world smaller eventually reaching the point where he'll move based solely on my discretion.
I normally see everything from a different perspective. If something piqued my interest, I subconsciously observe it's entirety, thoroughly inspecting every side and angle while devising a way on how I'll shape it according to my will. With those thoughts circling inside my head, obviously my greatest fear would be for a person to see me beyond my mask, to get within my personal space, meddle with my plans and explose my vile nature. Everytime someone gets within that range, I either silence them or stay a comfortable distance. How I silence them I leave to your imagination.
After reading all of this... again.. I welcome you to my Sink Hole...
Current Mood: Rush rush rush...
Location: Hell Hole
Look like I'm just in time for a new entry right before the year ends. And to think this is my first entry for this month... talk about having a sense of punctuality @.@ I was wanting to write an entry hours after I published my last post but procrastination just kept on getting the best of me. It's difficult to deal with the wacky work schedule I've had not to mention the practices I had to attend in addition to the weather plus the holiday shopping and my neighbor's pet dinosaur getting discovered by NASA... okay I admit I'm just procrastinating. XD
Now the question is where should I begin? Hhhhhmmm.... Oh I remember...
Hataw Hanep Hero: AMPED Edition
I'll try to recall what transipired then aside from the fact that I fell inlove with the girl cosplaying as Yuuko Ichihara from xxxHolic from the pic above and if you happen to know some info about the girl... I'm willing to pay a hefty amount... well not really but still give me info plzzzz!!!! On to the actual recall:
-My sister winning a Rima doll during the raffle
-Meeting a kyuzo cosplayer
-Falling inlove with yuna, suiseiseki, freya (from chobits), female arrancars apache, sun sun and hallebel
-Seeing unique characters being cosplayed namely Super boink, shin chan, chuckie, president obama
-Seeing common characters being cosplayed like 15 Misa Amane's, about 3 Shana's (Shakugan no Shana) and 2 Akatsuki Groups
-Getting sandwiched by 2 Hard Gays (and luvin' it)
some useful links:
Friendster photo album (Must be my friend to view)
Photobucket photo album
My nephew as Asuma Kazuma on the 7 minute mark
My imouto and I's catwalk on 7:20
After Hataw Hanep Hero comes my trip to..
Anilao Batangas
We mastered the art of forming kagebunshins as you can see above. What else happened? Hhhmmm....
-He got stung by jellyfishies and I got stung by a sea urchin
-My phone went swimming together with my wallet
-Lots of couple wars
-Went snorkling and saw fishies execute feeding frenzy in realtime
-Played with the sand and sea and stones
-Failed to consume a case of San Miguel Beer Lights for the entire 3 days
-Got limp dick tattoes on the arms
-More couple wars
-Burned about 2 grand for the entire trip
with that, the conclusion of my November adventures comes to an end. Next up... December escapades
x's
As the year ends, I'd like thank my avid readers and followers and fans and concubines and man-whores... You are the reason I continue writing and posting weird and shitload of nonsense stuff. Really, there are times I feel so goddamn lazy but reading your comments and knowing that new people adds to my legion of followers (like this guy here) replaces my usual grin with a heart warming smile. Seriously... thank you guys (and girls). Enjoy the remaining hours of 2008 and look forward to a more adventurous and peril-filled 2009!
Current Mood: Tired from forming handseals
Location: Hell Hole
I'm back to pick up where I left off from last entry, what happened approx three weeks after. We'll get to that, but first...
Have any of you felt the need for a bunshin (clone) coz you have to be in several places at the same time and be with people here and there? Well I don't... One me is already too much for the world, what more if there were an army of kyuzo-sama's? Why did I ask? Well it's coz long time buddy Freak flew back here at the eastern pearl (FYR: Perlas ng Silanganan For You Retards) about a week ago and we have yet to paint the town red with the impatient Dickhead. Blame this thing called 'work', it's quite different compared to the college and call boy days when we just skip school/work whenever we feel like it. We'd kick ass whole day, devour at tokyo-tokyo, drink booze by nightfall, and sleep all day next day pretending to be sick. Ahhhh.... Those were the days... Snapping back to reality, Freak only has approximately 50 something hours as of writing til he returns to Dubai. Hopefully we can do some major ass kicking while getting drunk tomorrow. *wishful thinking*
Christmas is around the air, the season for giving, attending parties, celebrations, gifts, spending, more spending and zero money. Have a couple of Christmas party already lined up, both with presentations. Looks like there'll be a dance number... and I'll be dancing. That got me excited coz I like to dance, thing is dancing doesn't have mutual feelings for me. I have three left feet in addition to a body harder than diamond. So whoever our choreographer will be... I wish you the best of luck. Been watching Nami Tamaki music videos (blame my LSS on Reason) and I loved the way she dances. When I'm alone here at my room, I try to mimic the moves while looking at this huge ass mirror. The reflection is nothing short of horrifying. So yeah... kudos to me and our choreographer! Hahahahaha!
Played badminton this afternoon after work. End result: experienced blue balls coz I didn't get to play that long compared to our usual session. Blame Anthony and his Pc + DSL, Hansel and his overtime, Anne Margarette and her lack of clothes, and my friggin' badminton racket for having it's strings cut. My trusy Wilson Tension 3/8 Badminton racket had it's strings cut after 5 years of abuse. Is it a sign that I'll be getting a new Yonex Badminton Racket + gum sole shoes soon? I hope so...
On my way home after badminton, guess who I found? It's sleeping beauty (the one from my previous post) Hahahahaha! I'm thinking you already have an idea what happened during the ride. You want clues? Well, here are a few... eyes wide shut, leaning here and there, and more eyes wide shut.
And now.. I guess it's time for the much awaited update for what my best five foot girlfriend coined 'operation ligaya'. Why the term? Beats me! Hehehehe! Days after the confession, I could feel this thick fogwall around us, and it's coming from her LOL! She became aloof, wait maybe aloof is not the proper term, more like extemely cautios around me. She doesn't laugh at my jokes anymore, won't reply to messages and chit-chats, we don't see each other as often as we used to, heck I didn't even get a single chance in three weeks to go out with her, you get the picture. You know the song Overjoyed by Stevie Wonder? The lines
"and though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance"
pierces thru me, word per word. A few entries ago, I said I'll worry about the odds if my feelings doesn't take a turn towards the negative. Well I'm starting to worry alright. It's really funny. You like someone, they don't like you. Someone likes you, you don't like them. Somebody likes someone, that someone likes you instead of that somebody. Some sick sucker somewhere slapped someone silly suddenly subsequent to seeing sally serenading somebody, singing short songs.. SHIT! What was that last sentence about? XD Back to my sulking, as I was saying... Just when I was starting to worry about the odds, several rays of hope appeared. I had the opportunity to enjoy insert-something-here together with her last week. I was surprised she was present during that something. She was so cute and funny and weird and cute and downright gorgeous back then. XD
Also, the last time I saw her... I was able to make her laugh. I mean after 3 weeks of not hearing laughter or not seeing her smile for real, that moment, the sight of her smiling and laughing was really magnificent.
The odds still remains against me.. I still believe it's close to zero. But as long as I still see her smile, hear her giggle and shout and laugh frantically. No matter how seldom, operation ligaya continues.
Current Mood: Dumbstruck
Location: Hell Hole
Aloha! It'd been about 3 weeks, since the last entry... I left off after blurting out my feelings for someone. A lot of you fans might be wondering what happened 3 weeks after the declaration. We'll get to that, but first.. the usual recap..
FX Girls
Over the past months I've been commuting to and from the office, standing inline around 7AM daily on the same place, I get to bump familiar faces every now and then. Meeting old college and highschool friends alike, chit-chatting, making-up for lost time, the usual. Other than old friends and acquaintances, I kind of remember faces of fellow passengers. mostly female, all of them good-looking... and I had given them aliases on how I remember them.
*Sleeping Beauty
As her title states, she's sleeping beauty because she's pretty and falls asleep pretty fast as well. We sat beside each other once, and about 10 mins after the FX started moving she fell asleep on my shoulder. Instead of waking her up, I just let her rest for I thought she might be tired or still having hangovers or something. After 10 mins, she woke up, looked at me, rubbed her eyes, wiped her lips (for possible drool) looked at me again, bowed her head and apologized. I just smiled and grinned and laughed a bit. After 3 mins, she fell asleep on my shoulders again. My reaction was WTF!? I then put on my shades, and pretended to sleep LOL! When we were about nearing our destination, we had a little chat, introduced ourselves, where we worked, and said goodbye to one another.
Some weeks after that encounter, we were seatmates again and guess what? She slept on my shoulders like I'm her boyfriend of something. I don't know if she's taking advantage of me, but even if that's the case... I don't mind. Hahahaha!
*PSP Girl
I remember her as one of the girls who I always catch looking at me everytime I'm standing inline for the ride. Being the arrogant and boastful person I am, I knew she had a crush on me and longed to sit next to me. Well guess what? one day her dream came true... we sat alongside one another on the front passenger seat of the vehicle. Hehehehe... I was curious as what her reaction will be so I decided to NOT wear my shades (to let her have a better view of my dazzling eyes) and NOT listen to my iPod (to make her conscious that I can hear every little rustle she'll make). Shortly after the fx moved, I purposedly looked at her, caught her looking at me, leaving her starled. I saw her blushed as she hurriedly grabbed her PSP and earphones from her bag and pounded on it like there was no tomorrow. I decided to put on my shades and iPod and pretended to sleep, but deep inside I can't help but laugh. I still see PSP girl to date but haven't got the opportunity to sit next to her. I also noticed that ever since that time, she seemed to be more reserved than her usual. XD
*Fanservice Girl
Male fans are gonna love this next one. Before I reveal the reason to the alias, I'd like to describe her first. She's about 5'6" tall, has fair complexion, a bit chubby (just a bit), looks semi-chinese, sports long hair, and arrives usually around 7:05 AM. Why fanservice? It's because she almost always wear skimpy skirts. I think it's about 3-4 inches above her knee. "But isn't that a common office girl outfit?" you might ask... Well yeah it is. "So why fanservice?". It's because she arrives via pedicab everytime. She's taller than most women, and pedicab seats aren't that high. In addition, most pedicabs have open 'windshields'. "You didn't answer the question. WHY FANSERVICE?" If you still don't get it... Let's do the math:
tall girl + short skirt + low seat + open front view = fanservice.
*Bitches
These are the fat, ugly, toilet-looking felines. I don't remember their faces, only their actions.
Bitch #1 - Never closes the door after leaving the vehicle
Bitch #2 - Directs all airconditioning towards her
Bitch #3 - Snores while sleeping
Bitch #4 - is so fat she she occupies the space for three people
and that concludes the FX girls segment, next up...
Manic Mondays
I noticed that on mondays... 80% of females at the office wear black pants. I shall call them the MBPS or Monday Black Pants Society. I don't know if there is any scientific explanation as to why, I just find it funny. Hehehehe! Btw, since were talking about the office... I'd like to tell you something. Did you know that there's this janitress who goes in and out of the male restroom like it's no biggie. @.@
I won't be surprised if one day she gets raped or something, wait... on second thought... I'd be surprised. I don't think she's even worth the rape and jail slash death sentence. But nevertheless, she's quite annoying...
Badminton
Ever since the Cheqlympics a month ago, I got re-hooked in playing badminton. The fact that we can play somewhere decent and for free was very welcoming, and I'm becoming more and more like a badminton junkie, playing around 3 times a week average. Watch out Lin Dan, you'll soon be eating my smash level 100 powered shuttle cocks. Hehehehe!
This post has become quite long as it is therefore leaving me to save my next entry for the lovelife update. Stay tuned til next time XD
x's
I'm now a proud owner of a Brand New 22" Samsung T220 LCD Monitor baby!
*woot*
Current Mood: Falling while eating Potchi and drowning in Heart's These Dreams
Location: Hell Hole
Have you ever felt that tingling, irritating sensation that keeps you up at night and leaves you dumbstruck during the day? Well, lately I've been feeling that a lot. I don't know if's the effect of the looming halloween or yuletide season. I don't know if the effect of me not having a serious relationship in over 3(?) years. The feeling just won't rub off. I've been fighting this feeling for sometime now, constantly in self-denial, weighing the pro's and con's, reminding myself that I'm financially unprepared, and thinking of other girls just to get my mind off her. Well guess what? I'm losing the battle. Hahahaha!
It's been a while since I had a big crush on somebody. And by big, I mean...
-I dream of that person often, which is really unusual since I seldom dream
-I picture her almost every idle moment of my mind
-Simple everyday things remind me of her
-I miss her more than I miss my PC
-I get uneasy around her. Being the arrogant, carefree, don't-give-an-F-about-what-you-think person that I am, the thought of me actually 'giving-an-F' about what she thinks is really something else
-I'm subconsciously making plans of introducing her to my family.
I don't know what it is that got my attention. It could be her looks, but then again I've met plenty who looks better than her. It could be her personality. It could be her dancing skills. It could be her singing skills. It could be her weird mannerisms. It could be her innocent yet outgoing personality. Or perhaps, it's my weakness towards weird and exotic girls. I'm so dead if she reads this, or if she finds out that it's her I'm talking about. Ahahahahahahaha!!
I remember the last time we went out eating. I was choosing food and she asked me what's good. I told her what I'll be having and before I knew it... she was clinging on my shoulder while looking at the menu. I was surprised since it's the first time I got conscious of her being that close to me. In response, I put my hand over her hand over my shoulder, looked at her and gave her my usual grin slash smirk. And yes, I had butterflies in my stomach. XD
Since we seldom spend time together (thanks to our busy schedule), I'm still thankful we still communicate one way or another. During the past week, I was torn between letting her know my feelings (no it's not love, at least not yet, at the moment it's merely adoration :D). As I was saying, I'm torn between letting her know my feelings and keeping it to myself. Normally I'd keep it to myself since it'll be easier for the both of us. Her not suspecting anything and me getting closer to her. But I thought it won't be fair so I indirectly told her anyway. Our conversation was so humiliating and funny that I wasn't really sure if telling her that I like her was such a good idea. XD
After the conversation, I'd say the odds of us being a couple is about less than one percent out of a hundred. XD But like I care, right? I mean people change... feelings change. At the moment, I'm not going to win her heart. I'd focus on getting to know her better, and if my feelings doesn't take a turn towards the negative.. that's when I'll start to inch my way into her heart and worry about the odds. :D
Current Mood: Falling while eating Potchi at the same time
Location: Hell Hole
Have you ever felt that tingling, irritating sensation that keeps you up at night and leaves you dumbstruck during the day? Well, lately I've been feeling that a lot.
But before we get to that, let's do the usual recap of the things I've underwent over the past weeks.
Cheqlympics 2008
It was that time of the year when everyone feels sporty and healthy and bring badminton rackets every so often. Come event day, participants here and there are hyped up and excited over the activities. Some had face paints, some had bandanna's and pompoms, others had banners and some even wore matching wings and antenna that even Jollibee would be ashamed to wear. Hehehehe! Even after going home with hand injuries that took about a week to heal, I'd definitely say it was all worth it. The activities, the event, the people... everything was great. After all the sweat and cheers and jeers and trashtalking and blood and booze, wait.. was there booze? Anyway, I believe the cheering competition just before the awarding ceremony was the highlight of the event. Why? Because that's the only event my team placed first, hahahaha! Though my team didn't win 1st place overall (it was a tie for first overall but we got statistically outweighed so we had to settle for second but nevertheless), I felt like were awarded with something much better... a bond, no not the type that keeps you tied to a company, but a camaraderie like no other. :D
Cosmania 2008
Less than 8 hours after Cheqlympics, comes Cosmania 2008. It was our (my sister and I's) first time to enter the cosplay competition. We didn't plan on winning, we just wanted to know exactly how it feels to do the catwalk and if we will be greeted with cheers, boo's or no reactions. Hehehehe! For the record, Cosmania 2008 wasn't the first time we wore costumes during such events. My sister and I wore Yakitate! Japan outfits during this year's Toycon but didn't join the competition. Anyway, back to Cosmania 2008. I can say I was really proud of my costume, because..
First - I was the only person on the event cosplaying that character
Second - Almost everybody knows whose character I was imitating
Third - A lot were saying that my costume looks good
Fourth - I know that Seto Kaiba and I have lots of similar traits (Read: Arrogant, Conceited and Snobbish)
Fifth - When we were walking, I hear comments like "Whoa look, it's Kaiba! Astig!"
Sixth - During my catwalk, people cheered meaning I managed to grab the crowd's attention
People were asking us to have their picture taken with us (which really gave me that star-like feeling). And the funny thing is, when one gets the courage to ask us to pose, people will start to line-up and before you know it, your head and eyes start to hurt with all the camera flashes. After the photograph session, they'll thank us and some will engage us in petty conversations. I remember this girl who walked up to me all excited and asked permission to take pictures. She was really excited and hyped and told me that her brother really likes me, well not me but the character I was cosplaying. It just gave me that warm feeling knowing that I managed to instill happiness and excitement and other wonderful feelings unto people.... On second thought, I simply enjoyed girls going gaga in my presence. Hehehehe!
I remember some funny things during cosmania.
When we were outside the venue, sitting on the hallway and having my hair fixed. A lot of people are looking at us, they had that 'I hope they'll finish soon because I can't wait to have their pictures taken look'. When one was not able to wait any further, she managed to approach my neice (the one fixing my hair) and asked if she could take photos. My neice told her to ask me instead. She looked at me, and I looked at her with my usual facial expression (my usual facial expression is a cross between Light Yagami in Kira mode combined with Seto Kaiba's usual arrogant doesn't give a damn look). So instead of the girl asking if she could take photo's, she stepped back and waited for us to finish. So vey Seto Kaiba right? Hehehe!
Here's another, I noticed that people do not ask me upfront to have photos taken. They either approach me from the side or from the back. I was told later that it's because I was emitting an intimidating aura thus people were afraid to approach me because it looked like I'll turn them down. So very Seto Kaiba right? Hehehe!
Btw, the best perk of wearing a costume is not the star-like feeling, but it's when gorgeous ladies lineup have to your photo taken with them. Ahahahahaha!
Next stop, Hataw Hanep Hero convention :D
x's
The small female kid sporting a voltron costume was simply magnificent. Another was the one sporting Louise Francoise le Bran de la Valiel (Louise the Zero from Zero no Tsukaima), she was also the girl cosplaying Konata Izumi (from Lucky Star) during toycon. I suddenly became a fan :D
LU! Live 2008
A week after cosmania comes LU! Live 2008. It was nice re-meeting people, and meeting people I've known over 3 years for the first time. During the entire 2 days, I spent my time as a squatter on the CDG booth, a very handsome squatter to boot! =p
Anyway, I didn't enjoy the event itself like I used to several years back. I was there only to sell merchandise, meet old friends and nothing more. Perhaps it's because I'm getting old matured that's why it's getting less and less appealing to me. There was one memorable moment during LU! Live. And it happened during the cosplay event. A guy catwalking created a hole on the stage, unintentionally of course, and fell on the ditch. It was like watching a hero fall from a traphole. And it was so friggin' hilarious. I know I shouldn't laugh on other people's demise but I can't help it really. hahaahha!
Green Team Victory Party
Remember Cheqlympics a few paragraphs above? My team (green team) decided to spend our prize money by going to karaoke. So about 12 days after Cheqlympics, we went to Top Grill for the celebration. Imagine making a Wednesday into a Friday. We drank and sang as if there's no work tomorrow. It was definitely a blast. And the photos aren't so bad either. We were all having such a grand time and wished that if ever there'll be another event, we all hope that we'd again belong to the same team. Go Happy Berde!!!
Tingling Irritating Sensation
I believe I already wrote so much therefore I'll save this for another entry. Sorry fans, hehehehe!
